bogard

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Black Holes And Revelations

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away, never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations
And our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away,never fade away

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

to my smurf

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Monday, June 21, 2010

monday night blues


this time its heartaches. loss in translation. fear of being apart. and tears. oh yes you break me into tears.

i just want you to know that i am really sorry for making you upset. i know you're sick and tired with all my apologies but i think that's a good note to start with. i admit i have been a gigantic dick towards you in our relationship but so you know, i never ever intended to disappoint you. i took you for granted. i did not bother about what you feel inside and yes i treated you not as what a girl should be treated. i am not compassionate as how i should be. i am acting all so cool about everything including about you.

i am a guy who wants to feel powerful. well clearly that backfired for i did not see how you are actually inside underneath the strong persona of yours. i simply thought that you are feeling good. i regret that. i regret for thinking i am giving you enough love and attention. how shallow i had been all this while. and again i feel like a dick for making you sad.

the thought of not being with you is just so hard to bear and goodness knows how it could turn out to be if it really happens. you mean a lot to me, and i can't afford to lose you. your presence brings a whole lot difference. when i see you smile,it simply blows me away. when i know that you are happy,i would be on top of the world. so i want to make you happy and i'll do whatever it takes to achieve that. how ridiculous this may sound,but you are my bundle of joy.

i want to thank you for all the wonderful things that you have done for me. it's the best a guy could ever asked for. you are a girl every guy would kill for.

i just want to be with you and no one else. i want to grow with you. i want to mature with you. i want to cry for you. i want to hold your hand through all the ups and downs. don't lose your faith in me. i am begging you.

i love you so much fatin . and i mean it.





Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Baby

Baby you won't ever want for nothing
you are my ins and my means now
with you there's no in between
i'm all in
cause my cards are on the table
and i'm willing and i'm able
but i fold
to your wish
cause it's my command.
:)