how now brown cow?

as far as im concerned,

having to live like this is a phase which i think i am coping very well with it.for me,the only thing that could make it like the way it used to be is impossible to be a reality and i wonder,i just wonder.

as far as im concerned,

i understand.at least i think i do understand.but frankly,i do not need another figure as to think that things would go back as the way they were because we know that it will never be the same.so do not bother to do a heroic stunt because trust me,it would make things turn sour.

appreciate your concern but,no thanks.

just live and let die.we are fine for now,no more adjustments needed.

but still,

how now brown cow?

ps,i love my cupcake.